Okay, so I talk to my cat and answer myself in a cat voice.
Is that so very strange? Some people talk to the dead, others to themselves, so
talking to your cat is okay, right? At least Luna is another sentient and
living creature and it’s better than talking to vegetables, which I find myself
doing sometimes, particularly carrots, maybe it’s the colour orange because I
don’t feel the need to talk to onions.
Talking, what a strange gift it is. I used to talk all the
time particularly in meetings. Of course I never actually said anything and in
many ways it was like talking to cabbages because nobody was really listening.
These days though, when I’m not talking to carrots or cats, I keep most
conversation to a minimum; or at least a minimum for me as I do have a tendency
to be verbose. As I often say, ‘Why use one word when you can use a whole
dictionary, lexicon, vocabulary, or thesaurus worth?
Sometimes I gabble, my words running out of my mouth without
me really thinking about it. This can be quite dangerous because, although my
brain is engaged, the part of my mind that stops me saying what is in it seems
to shut down. It’s like my conversation becomes a machine gun with the safety
off and I rat-a-tat out words based around what I want to say and not what
people want to hear.
Quite often I say things that aren’t even meant to come out
and sometimes they are things I didn’t even realise I was thinking. It’s a bit
like mild tourettes except I’m sure that I could control it if I thought about
it. And there is probably the nub of the matter, it’s not that I don’t think
about what I am saying, it’s just that I don’t care how people hear me.
Perhaps I should simply put a sock in it, shut my gob, close
my cakehole and keep shtum. Or maybe I should just keep on talking to my cat.
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