I wouldn’t call my life predictable or boring. I wouldn’t
call it empty, routine or as dead as a doorpost. But when you really have
nothing new to write about other than the frost that formed on the cars the
other night you really have to wonder just where your life is going.
Of course I know where my life is going ultimately, we all
do, but up until I reach that point I can’t say that I have much idea how it is
going to run. Not that I mind. I’ve never been one for wanting to know what the
future holds and fortune tellers scare me in the same way visits to the doctors
do. What if you find out something you don’t want to know? Once you know a
thing there’s no unknowing it – better to live in ignorance than fear maybe.
Anyway, I don’t know if it was the frost that caused the
young thrush that I saw on my morning amble to nowhere to die. It was a very young thrush - so late in the year - and it didn’t
have a mark on it. If it wasn’t for the fact that thrushes do not sleep on
their backs on garden paths I might have believed it to be asleep. Of course it
was as dead as that famous Norwegian Blue – not resting or sleeping, but as
dead as that doorpost I mentioned. Although just why a doorpost should be
deemed dead I really have no idea.
Carmel Payne on FB
ReplyDeleteWe just never know when our time here is over
Maggie Patzuk on FB
ReplyDeleteAw - poor thing! I would have given it a proper burial or at least tucked it in the brush and covered it with leaves.
Maggie Patzuk on FB
ReplyDeleteAnders - your writing makes the most mundane things fascinating!!!
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Andrew Height Thanks Maggie, that means lot. Without wanting to pretend or be pretentious it's the mundane that holds my attention. It's the small things that make me think and make the connections. That poor bird is us all, flying one moment and gone the next. I'm lucky to never be bored because those tiny things jump up at me and hold me entranced. I like looking, I love seeing even more. We should sing whilst we can.
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Andrew Height by the way. I did move it on the way home. I only placed it under a bush, but at least it had some privacy in death.