What should I be writing about? What should I be doing? It’s
mid-April and I haven’t planted a single seed or even bothered to bung in a few
violas. Usually by now I have my gardening plan all worked out, but you know
what? I can’t be bothered.
I’m unsettled, edgy, distracted, far too hopeless to involve
myself in anything. Sometimes I can’t see further than bedtime, what’s the
point of looking further when there’s no... No what?
I’ve not felt this way for a very long time, but even the
sketchy life plan I had is on hold while my mother in law decides what she’s
doing. I’m stuck. No fault of hers and no fault of my own and the person who is
at fault, the woman who ran her down, continues on her merry way without
comment or fear of what will happen next.
That’s it. I can’t be bothered to write any more tonight.
Linda Kemp on FB
ReplyDeletethis is when we need a "sympathy" button xx
Anne Donaldson on FB
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Jayne Butterworth on FB
ReplyDeleteIve had one of those days too. Sending love xxx